Is this life? Nothing but a show.
Perhaps SMU really is a reflection of the real corporate world out there. To get good grades, you work hard! (on your interpersonal relation with the boss) Sucking up and bootlicking is the norm, accept it, do it & move on! But I question myself, can I really do so?
I know I’m capable of being moulded into one but do I want to? From the bottom of my heart, I detest the pretense and superficiality people display. I think it’s UGLY.
But what if this disability of me to perform up to society’s expectations actually hindered my path to the realisation of my dreams??
I am caught. in an act.
on 15 January, 2008 by sin2dy
School has officially started for 1 week plus and this sem is pretty slack for me so far. It’s just this weird and guilty feeling tingling within me to be so lazy. I’ve been spending my mornings sleeping quite a bit and my nights watching videos. Hahah, this must be what the teachers meant by ’slacky’.
I’ve been SLOW in signing up for courses since I am partly turned off by commitments. (note: post result of last sem 7 classes, tuiton, driving)
But then again, I’m not somebody that can ’slack’ for long. I’m already feeling abit useless. HAHA.
Anyway, I’ve been itching to learn about investment and starting an online business. I want to learn so much stuffs and to constantly improve myself. =)
& my mood these days have been pretty stable. I need more HIGH moments neh~ (which only my dears are capable of making me high. But they are not here T_T)
Must have the edge.
on 15 January, 2008 by sin2dy
In quiz results on 15 January, 2008 by sin2dy
Your Personality Is 
Rational (NT)
You are both logical and creative. You are full of ideas.
You are so rational that you analyze everything. This drives people a little crazy!
Intelligence is important to you. You always like to be around smart people.
In fact, you’re often a little short with people who don’t impress you mentally.
You seem distant to some – but it’s usually because you’re deep in thought.
Those who understand you best are fellow Rationals.
In love, you tend to approach things with logic. You seek a compatible mate – who is also very intelligent.
At work, you tend to gravitate toward idea building careers – like programming, medicine, or academia.
With others, you are very honest and direct. People often can’t take your criticism well.
As far as your looks go, you’re coasting on what you were born with. You think fashion is silly.
On weekends, you spend most of your time thinking, experimenting with new ideas, or learning new things.
