Hahaha. I’m watching Tila tequila’s reality show now (thanks to cass!) and jo & beaby, u guys would love this show, i guarantee!
A show oozing with sexuality & personality- 16 guys & girls fighting for the love of a bisexual. Thank god there is always smthg in this world to keep me entertained! :P
http://www.mtv.com/overdrive/?id=1571193&vid=180301
& I have been playing quite A LOT these days. Hahaha. Though I don’t deny that I’m really enjoying myself, the sense of guilt is killing me too. Now, it boils down to the question of how much for my gpa I would like to get this sem. Hmmmmm =/
Onto another subject, I cannot keep feeling discouraged every single time after those lessons. I know that & yet, I allow myself to wallow in self-pity & waste the whole day away. Time to push yourself woman.
Big girls don’t cry.
Post-editorial: Putting horny and fun stuffs aside, I feel quite disturbed that my IQ level is getting stagnant. Damn. It is not going up & when I look at my smu friends’ level, I feel like I’m retarded. I don’t like to feel stupid, seriously. Especially when you see some really bimbotic girls getting 4.13 for gpa. It’s all a facade. I need to remember that.
Man.. I desperately need to find ways to increase my IQ. One way is to be more cynical & critical. I tend to believe things on the surface. Sorry if I sound pretty competitive here. You wouldn’t understand unless you are in my position. =)
