Another random post bcos I can’t think coherently now. Ever heard about the analogy of juggling 5 balls (Work, Love, Play, Time etc.) with your hands? I feel that I’ve gone offbeat and have trouble juggling all 5 balls now. I need to face the music (figuratively) and get my rthymn back.
My friend said smthg during our reflection time today which struck me as to how true it is.
She said our team has to find a same energy level because everyone is like pulling on this cloth in different directions and some tug harder than others. Obviously, the one that is always trying her best is me. ( Note: I’m not saying others don’t try, they just can’t be bothered by certain things that seem too simple for them)
I really enjoy most my courses these days because I can learn so much from them. My LTB prof is damn good in facilitating reflection sessions. Now, we’re supposed to reflect what is MY PERSONAL MISSION .
So many thoughts swirling around in my head & I feel like I’m rotting because my vision is blurred and my focus is diverted to everywhere.
1 thing I’m for sure is that I’m not comfortable with ppl I’m unfamiliar with to write my blog because I don’t want to be somebody that they can see through. Of course, I’m not trying to be scheming or anytg. (I think? ;P) I just want to reserve this small part of me for myself. As much as I am easygoing, I actually outrightly express my discomfort that I don’t want some people to view my blog.
Well.. if they find it, so be it. I’d take a leaf out of Xue’s blog and lock some personal thoughts then. I think I’m very protective -of both myself & my ladies. Because, from a man’s point of view (haha! you know why), there is so much control they can take over a woman. We have to be strong -claws out-
ps1: I’m astounded and definitely attracted to some pretty interesting people I met this sem. Call it a misfortune but I can’t bond with normal average beings because they just can’t enjoy & celebrate eccentricity.
ps2: My twc group is damn cold~ They can come up with the ‘broke back’ joke, the ‘white elephant’ and even make fun of me as ‘master debater’ without the de.
pps: U don’t have to get what they mean. COS THEY ARE ESKIMOS.
