the trauma a tooth brings

My toothache kept me up last night till 3+am.
*miserable look*
post editorial: i went to see the dentist already. Wisdom tooth is decayed. I’ve got to go through an X-ray and extract it. But I’d have to wait till exams are over. *sobs uncontrollably*
It’s like there is this constant pain there & worse, sometimes it will act up with me having to endure the sharp pain. I don’t feel like talking anymore. In fact, I don’t feel like doing anything AT ALL. Just lie down on my bed and stare at the ceiling feels like the best way out.
I suddenly get how jojo feels. Quoting her “i have to restrain my impulses to reach out and grab someone’s hand or hang on to them or hug them”. That is how I feel now.
); I miss all my dears tonight.
no pain no gain
I’m just psychoing myself. Hahaha. I got a cut when the clumsy me scratched my hand against the edge of the whiteboard.
Anyway, I realised it’s the duno-how-many-times Keeto helped to apply plasters on my wounds already. *heart melts* Hahah, he seems to be always armed with plasters. (with accident-prone friends like me =p) We both were close to dozing off during the marketing talk. Our short attention span lasts long enough to 25 minutes of the talk before we walked out hastily. =X
& studying with kh is DAMN funny. He will prevent others from coming to disturb me *grins*
& when I’m having break, I just have to put down my earpiece then can laugh at him alr. INSTANT STRESS RELIEF!=D
He will be like ‘omg. do CAT until STEAM’ or saying stuffs like ‘i’ve got..bla bla bla.. all in 1 wk. It’s PAIN, i tell you’.
Tmr is mktg!!!!! Sinyi Jiayou, Everyone Jiayou!! (:
*swoons*

I’m damn distracted. I don’t have the willpower to take my eyes off the screen to drag myself back to study marketing.
F1 IS SO EXCITING. BREATHTAKING. DAZZLING. EXHILARATING. SENSATIONAL. STIMULATING.
I’m so thrilled I can’t breathe!
ps. arrghh, im like a little naughty girl who had too many sweets (finished 3 rolls of mentos in..3 hours >_<). Now having a terrible toothache & my dad is laughing at me. -_- Gahh, I feel like biting something… hard.
The man I hold in high respect (in Singapore)
is none other than Jack Neo =)
Aside from providing entertainment through comedies, I think this man has found his footing in the movie-making industry. Watching a movie is like seeing this world through another person’s eyes. He presented his view which shows his depth-of-thought and highlights the critical social issues facing Spore in a joking manner. A movie which both educated and uneducated people can appreciate and take away valuable lessons. (I have absolutely NO intentions of scoffing at the uneducated.) To me, only an absolutely GREAT & SIMPLE movie can achieve this. In addition, I’m amazed how politically sensitive stuffs are touched and brought up repeatedly over his productions without any bans (yet). Hahaha. The rebel in me screamed “YAYYY!” for him.
Before people scoffed at the quality of local productions and jumped mindlessly right on the bandwagon for American or Japanese movies, take time off and enjoy Jack Neo’s movies. Not everything good has to come from overseas and we should start to value local talents (above foreign ones) before they decide to venture abroad. Needless to say, I <3 his sense of humor which I grow up with and is influenced by*! =)
Here’s a preview (:
*Refer to his influence: when I was pretty young, I saw a handbag by the stairs in my aunty’s house in Malaysia. I picked it up and imitated liang po po ’s “woo woo woo” while coming down the steps. SO stupid but funny la ;P
Everything
Every new beginning,
comes from some beginnings end.
Every time you kill me,
I am born again.
Every time you close that door,
Another door is opened.
And every time you say goodbye,
a different word is spoken.
Every time you look at me
my back is facing you,
And every time you ask to see me
I’ll have something else to do.
Every time I join your game,
You’re not playing fair,
And every time I really love you,
I pretend that I don’t care.
-by Shamaya
Oldies rock!
Shattered dreams, worthless years
Here am I encased inside a hollow shell
Life began then was done
Now I stare into a cold and empty well
The many sounds that meet our ears the sights our eyes behold
Will open up our melting hearts and feed our empty soulsI believe when I fall in love with you
It will be forever I believe when I fall in love this time It will be forever Without despair we will share
And the joys of caring will not be replaced
What has been must never end
And with the strength we have won’t be erased
When the truths of love are planted firm, they won’t be hard to find
And the words of love I speak to you will echo in my mind I believe when I fall in love with you
It will be forever
I believe when I fall in love this time
It will be forever
Steive Wonder is more famous for his biggest hit “I just called to say I love you”. Besides that, most of his songs are really simple yet sweet. A bit like an older version of John Mraz (:
this is nice =)
Ting sent me this =) So inspirational =)
Happy girl shall go mug Marketing now. heheh. At least it’s a subject she likes.
ps/ gymming releases endorphin & relieves stress. Wheeeeee! The rush of blood to my brain, the heat building up within my body, the racing pulse rate all culminate to the apex point- SHIOKKK =D
The world seems brighter and sharper. The flowers are blooming (too bad there are not many birds ard SMU -except sparrows and crows which sing), the trees are swaying, the sunshine on my skin and the wind against my face. Hiak hiak, I’m happy I went to gym before I become any fatter!
Btw! If you happened to be looking for gorgeous desktop wallpapers, here’s my recommendation! (see i how nice. WAHAH)
http://www.smashingmagazine.com/2008/02/12/really-stunning-desktop-wallpapers/
andd! if you want cute desktop icons like mine *proud grins*, check out Pixelgirl!
Ok, I’m off to mug marketing! I love y’alll!
HAHA
I love love love my subconscious mind. Apparently it knows I’m very sad & was feeling rather weak.
I dreamt that my boyfriend is Superman and I was trying to convince him why Spiderman is a threat to his status.

Contrary to me feeling weak and sad in reality, I have GREAT power and BIG love and IMMENSE strength in my dreams. Not bad, hor? :P
PS. Here’s a guy sing ing the english version of “first love” [originally sang by Utada Hikaru]. What a different feeling.. (:
i am scared and stressed.
i am stressed and scared.
Can you tell the difference?
I feel like hiding below my blankets and not face the world today, tomorrow and the whole of week 7.
I don’t need assurance, I need self-belief.
I’d keep it all in. Neatly tucked away in some far corners of my mind.
Nobody knows it but me.


