Unfortunately, I don’t feel quite ‘right’ these days. Feels lethargic and…weak. Feels like sleeping for the entire day. Weird ehh? >.<
Time seems to be flying past without a fixed purpose. I’m SO dead if this continues. I shall practise discipline once again & park myself in the library soon.. It’s worrying how hours spent reading amounts to nothing in the end, I think my mind is staging a rebellion against me since it is just not absorbing anything. I keep sighing. I need my HYPER energy and optimism back SOON.
By the way, I was thinking about how speechless I got when jojo’s Mr critical-and-funny ask me for a reason why I love her. I gave a reason that comes off my mind at that point because that was my honest opinion. However, I kept pondering over that and I realised there shouldn’t be any reason to love someone.
Say..you love somebody because you’re comfortable with him/her and both of you share the same views about many stuffs. OR u love her because you think she is pretty and cute and share the same interests with you.
So one day, if she changes her perspective & doesn’t share the same frequency as you anymore, if you guys are too busy to catch up daily and both of you seem to be drifting apart , then… you wouldn’t have any reason you can hold onto to love her anymore!
Likewise, if she grows old and becomes fat and ugly and start “menopausing” or her interests (which both of you shared) faded away..then your love for her would change, wouldn’t it?
Hmmm. This is probably why love is meant to be irrational. It is a feeling and it can’t and shouldn’t be explainable. It is just there. A bond. How you put a piece of you in her and you have a piece of her too (: (:
Cherish and hold on to those fragile pieces of love you have, yea?
I see your true colours shining through & that’s why I love you – True colours -Cyndi Lauper
