fatigue of my bones

I feel so tired until i feel like vomiting. My head was throbbing all the way home.

Can you believe it? 4 out of the precious 7 days in my mid-term break is over & what rest have I gotten?

Nothing. Sadly, I still force myself out of bed at 9am everyday, I still attend meetings the whole day, I still come home late and tired every night.

Meetings, structure, objective, pros and cons, weightage, efficiency, alternatives etc etc. I’m sick of thinking of them. No time to breathe, no time to have meals with my parents, no time to….. be happy. The workload just comes *BAM!* smacked right into my face. I can’t even pull the brakes.

I’m not infallible. Not everything I say are well thought through. Not everything can demand my best effort bcos I really don’t have the energy already. I just want to rest & return back to my bubbly (I even miss this word) self *sobs*

ps. I’m just informed that it is NORMAL for patron’s day org comm to receive 150 emails per day. GOOD GRIEF, TELL ME HOW IS THAT NORMAL. On another hand, it just shows how much communication we need in order to create a great event.

***things which i might forget

1. i’m doing evening events for foh , submit indemnity form by mon, mon mtg 5.30pm-arts fest

2. thurs 7pm – pd mtg, ask for subcom, ideas for stage 3.

post-editorial: my mum is damn cute! She keeps forcing me to eat lots of papaya since it’s supposed to combat fatigue. *lmao*