so freaking tired

I fell asleep for 1 hour right in the middle of econs lecture today. I leaned against the train poles and was nodding off in 2 minutes.

Fatigue swallowed me. That is probably why my feelings are pretty calm these days. It feels very weird when I look at how my life is turning out.

Genius or not? Leader or not? Emotional or not? I’m changing and trying hard to decide.

Feel a sense of dread as I will receive my finance & marketing papers tomorrow. I anticipate I would be in a bad mood. I’m stuffing myself with (VERY NICE HOKKAIDO WHITE) chocolates once more. It’s time of the month again..

Sian but I will keep going,

Sin.

“unfortunately that is how it is in most product categories, that things are not built to last (clothes, gadgets, haiz – maybe even relationships” -what my prof tells me. I’m beginning to realize its validity in reality.

Old songs hold more meaning.

ARGGGH

I finally found the machine which works your biceps in the gym yrstrday & out of sheer excitement of my discovery, i did the pulling up for 20 times at 1 go. I’m now left with trembling hands (when exert too much force) and a sore body.

My behavior is becoming quite erratic this few days. Perhaps in this world, only I can understand what I’m going through & yet, I can’t shut them out. I want everything to end & I can focus on my events!!