pathetic.
i have to coax myself to study. 1 chapter done = 1 chocolate.
* ps. jojo, i can’t leave a msg at multiply anymore. they lost my password or smtg. damn irritating. i want to tell you (no matter how many times you’ve heard this) you must be strong. I wish i can be there for you ):
i think this is like a trial in your lifetime. face it and conquer it k. i believe with all my heart you’d emerge stronger =)
* pps. ting, thanks for keeping me going. <3
ps to self: i cannot fall apart. i have to find my old self back at this crucial moment.
I think I have an alter ego. & today she has completely taken over me.
I just want to keep sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeping. It feels SO awesome just lying on my bed and entering my dreams. I don’t want to wake up and face the work. Even Mummy says that she feels like sleeping, watching me sleep.
I think I’m so going to die. 1 mid terms, 1 report, 2 quizzes, 1 presentation, 1 proposal due next week. *repulsed*
My dream house
I’m not exactly a pink lover. BUT, this is beee-youuu-tiiii-fulll!
I know why I’m SO restless now. I’m studying ECONS. Looks like I’m not done with that detestable subject.
I forced myself to study it and as a result, OVERATE.
Bah! Not good at it + Lack of interest = Not doing well. (irregardless of effort put in, I realized)
REEEESTLESSSSSS. NOW I know the flaw of knowing what you wanna do which is, whatever that you don’t want to or don’t like to do, you won’t do it.
It’s as though both your heart and brain are telling you not to do it. Feels really 辛苦 to match myself with the majority’s standards.
tsk, this is life.
