TO ME

i CANNOT panick.

even though i’m 8 hours from exam, i CANNOT panick.

even though i feel damn unprepared, i CANNOT panick.

even though i feel damn stressed, i CANNOT panick.

even though i’m still grasping some of the ideas, i CANNOT panick.

even though my friends are all in bed now to rise up early for tmr’s paper, i CANNOT panick.

SIN YI WILL NOT PANICK. (she will just kill herself. lolx.)

ps. Thank you bud!!! You’re my saviour!! =)

Can’t focus

Been having disturbed sleep. Despite forcing myself into getting long periods of rest, i woke up grouchy and dazed.

damnit, there are THREE more finals & i can’t focus. Short attention span is not an excuse, i know. Boredom is definitely supposed to be overcome with self-control, i know.

UGH. I’m IRRITATED by myself. Is that even possible?!

i miss

my youngest brother  (if u ever call my house, he is the guy with uber baby voice which makes ur heart melts)

i went to the living room and saw the toys on the floor, the closed piano top. he went overseas for school trip for 2 days 1 night & i miss him! bahh, no one i can disturb when i get sick of studying. no one i can share silly jokes with. no one i can hug like my baby. no one i can play the piano with. no one to disturb me when i am studying. no one for me to conveniently call out to bring me the stuffs i need. no one to tell me his pokemon progress. no one i can roll on the bed with. no one i can just blankly stare at. no one to talk cock with me. no one to make me laugh. no one i can be with, without feeling any pressure or being judged.

I can’t wait for 8.30pm tomorrow! It’s true only a person’s absence can measure his/her value in your heart. misssssssssssssssssssssssss him.

He irritated the shit out of me,then showed me BIG innocent face! =)

Dance.

Inspiring song..

What I learnt from Marketing 101

1. How to see the world differently ie. how every product exists to serve a need

2. How marketing is more beneficial than harmful to consumers ie. marketing is not about manipulating consumer behaviour but the exploration of it to satisfy needs

3. How there is a thin line between the ethical and unethical practices of business, especially in the area of marketing

4. How much I love marketing!! =)

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The above is the bonus 1 mark question for  my marketing final exams. I think it really sums up my thoughts and is a final question for the closure of this course.

Taking marketing exam is definitely a “mood lifter”. International econs yesterday was craaaap and a bad start for my papers. I was so badly affected and stressed out by it that when I woke up this morning, I realized I was murmuring Econs stuff! WTF right!! -.-”

HEHE. I’m happy I might be getting a MINI laptop soon. *whimpers in joy* hahaha. It’d be dammmn cute. I’d carry it like a baby. LOLX.

2 exams down. 3 more to go.

1 more month to………. *bells ringing, carols blaring* CHRISTMAS. hehehe. LOVE that season MOST.

post-editorial: CRAP. I went to sleep and was attacked by a nightmare in which I left one entire page of marketing undone. I should have read the instructions on the front page ): God, I hate exams and stress. My joy of learning is murdered in singapore. RIP, curiousity. HELLO, exams.

abc 123

let’s go back to the days when everything is simple and stands alone.

no double meanings. no need for pressure bcos everything naturally builds on top of the other.

exam period.  i realized i’m dammmnnn skeptical.

Major Clarification

Erm. This is regarding the previous self-reminder post i put up. Dears, I do not see myself as a 聪明人 yea. In fact, I think that I’m quite dumb =)

Stupid enough to over-estimate myself.

Stupid enough to do things I’m not confident of.

Stupid enough to process and digest things slower than an average university student.

Stupid enough to not know how to multi-task.

Stupid enough to screw up my ie exam.

Stupid enough to be such an average guy/girl. whatever.

Stupid enough to believe.

So yeaa, I’m really quite a dumbo. Happy?

wa kao

That was just a sign of exclamation.

I not tired, i’m VERY tired.

but i can do it. can do it. can do it. can do it. can do it. can do it. can do it. can do it. can do it. can do it. can do it.

Natalie Imbruglia – Torn

one of my fave pop’s song. the only one who can take evil ‘umbrella’ by rihanna which got stuck in my head for the whole day out. =D

I like it when there are acoustic versions. you can really hear the artiste’s voice quality.

bless me, 24 hours to exam & im NOT DONE with 9 chapters. >:

Sooooooo cute LA =D

Who who??  HEHEH, my prof!

His emails NEVER fail to make me burst out laughing or occassionally, just smiling appreciatively.

Let me share what he wrote:

“Finally, over the next week or more, if you hear of some odd (yet strangely alluring in looks) Indian gentleman of perfect height and weight (not too much, not too little) wandering round and round the campus green in the rain with a glazed look in his eyes, muttering to himself “the more assignments you set, the more you have to grade, you idiot,” then that would be me. Lead me gently to Mr Tea, buy me some masala tea (siu dai), and then lead me back gently, but firmly, to the b-school elevator and press level 5 for me please. Someone will take care of me from there. The staff know very well of these strange 15th and 16th week afflictions of professors and they will pay you the 90 cents for the tea and subtract from my pay directly.”

I’m SO glad I’m his student. It really changed my perception of smu profs (especially unlucky me have to endure countless notorious profs so far).*grinnns*