another day, another story

很多时候，

我们需要给自己的生命留下一点空隙,

就像两车之间的安全距离,

一点缓冲的余地,

可以随时调整自己,

进退有据。

I can be such a bitch.

1. When I see a more efficient way of doing things and it is not being carried out. I have low tolerance for inefficiency.

Or/And 2. When I am constantly annoyed. Coupled with the fact that I am easily provoked, I cannot stand it when people try their luck to walk over me.

I always comment on my friends “So mean!” when they say something nasty in another person’s face or they harbour some bitchy ideas of others. But me myself? On this aspect, I honestly admit my bitchy self just needs some people to bring it out. I can’t be Ms Nice. It’s a perfect image and I’m sorry but I can’t be perfect.

Anyways, my friend once told me something which I absolutely agree.

Test to see if a person is bitchy or not: Ask the person to roll his/her eyes. If he/she can do it VERY well, the person is definitely a bitch at heart. If he/she roll the eyes awkwardly or don’t even know how to, it shows that the person has a kind, loving and pretty ‘tame’ nature.

Back to my bitchiness, since I’m NOT vying for “Ms Popular/Ms Nice”, I have every right to be myself, show clearly that I have issues. & since I tend not to allow my emotions to rule my thought process, the issues are then of course logically flawed. With my character, I will soooooo do something about it (besides bitching only) =)

ps. singapore’s weather is such a freaking hot bitch too.  I want to lock myself up in those cryogenic stores and turn into a frozen piece of meat.

pps. i realize the more I don’t talk to you, the more foreign you become to me. & there is no solution to this problem other than the obvious -speak to me. Our friendship tastes like bland water to me now. Easily forgotten, easily finished.

ppps. my friend commented that my blog so emo! hahaha, dear ah, I must vent out all the “negative power” and retain my positive ones to stay happy! =)