I am surviving on nothing. but mental power.
From someone who asserted that she cannot function with lack of sleep to someone who sleeps maximum 5 hrs even on sunday, I changed a lot.
Fighting constant exhaustion aside, I have to deal with my monthly deadly cramps, mood swings, handle my emotions running amok and expectations of myself and the team and the facis. If men are commonly associated with success, then I must say I think a successful woman deserves more credits and respect than a successful man. & I’m nowhere near there yet.
I’ve been penting up a lot of emotions, giving my all to whatever I commit myself to do. But now, I just want to run (away).
One of the 100 things I want to do before I die is to complete a marathon.(I want to join the standard chartered marathon in Dec! Any one of my dearies interested, please tell me! *grins)
That’s all the updates I have for now. I need to reassure myself I will be okay.
I am trying. trying. trying. trying. trying. trying. trying. trying.
can’t you see?
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