=]

I find comfort and solace in jet’s words. Pretty glad that I managed to squeeze out a little time to talk to him.

He was telling me ‘ FTB is not a success/failure thing -no matter what, it will still go on. It is an experience for each and everyone of you. It’s not your fault if ftb is screwed up. It’s everyone’s effort.’

I need to stop taking everything upon myself. Let nature take its course. 船到桥头自然直 。

:)

exhaustion

I’m so tired of being tired.

All my muscles are aching badly & my mind is blank.

I need to be strong.

“Strength does not come from winning. Your struggles develop your strengths. When you go through hardships and decide not to surrender, that is strength.”