there there baby, it’s just textbook stuff, it’s in the ABC of growing up.

 

for anyone who is sick &tired of exams like me.

ihateexams

they make my stomach run. my blood boil. my brain fry. my eyes tear. my smile sunk. my body trembled. my heart tossed out and squashed dead.

i badly need some cheering up and motivation to do this. one more to go, i can’t leave the hall worrying myself crazy over it again. bless my f-up mood & soul.

Thank god for funny videos.

Because you had a bad day, you’re taking one down

I realized I’m not very strategic in studying for this particular exam. )*&$%^&*)(#$*

At the very last minute, I know of a thousand ways to better prepare for it and I didn’t.

All the best to me man.

And someone tried to con my dad this afternoon. He received a call from a girl crying ‘我出事了’ and immediately called me. I think this world sucks -people don’t do things ethically and so many are just cutting corners to go for short term profits.

i had a bad day.

有点累

忙忙碌碌迷迷糊糊过了三个月。这里头有许多快乐的点点滴滴，也有些难忘辛苦带有一点委屈的感伤。不过，人生不就是这样吗？有起有落。

虽然我思想开放，但是心房并不能完完全全的解开。有些事情我不说，是我选择退回我自己的位子，留点空间让我们能还够做朋友。我没有你想像中潇洒。

虽然不多，但当我慢下脚步时，很多一起度过的快乐回忆会让我感觉温馨。我懂得知足。不过，我不喜欢住在过去，你的过去。我没有你想像中完美。

虽然自己已经很尽力了，但我知道这一切都还是不够的。老师曾经对我说，笨鸟先飞。这句话，我铭记在心中。我不能让自己去尽情的玩，把工作抛在后头，这不是我。在拼了命地努力时，我时常会惦记你。不过，工作不允许我这么自私，让我跑去跟你打打招呼，问声好。我没有你想像中坚强。

能为你做些什么？这时，我才发觉我已忘了怎么逗你开心，忘了怎么和你好好的谈。原来时间真的能冲淡感情。

那，我们还需要说些什么？不必说了。我会学会更潇洒，更完美，更坚强的。

再累再长的路，我一个人也能走下去 :)

就像歌曲里所说的，女人实在无须 – 处处可怜。

remorse

there’s nothing you can’t do.

credits to hj

kevin & I were discussing about fgss -fat girl short shorts.

and hj said ‘put vinegar on it’.

I was wondering why when he casually commented ‘ 猪脚醋’. ahahaha. So unexpected.

Cass’ idol. hahaha

[14:29] Sin || in school: behind u is very green
[14:29] Sin || in school: so very gd for the eyes
[14:30] Sin || in school: (:
[14:30] Yanda: in front of me is you
[14:30] Yanda: very good for the eyes also

press on

my eyes are freaking small (smaller than usual) and quite red and tired. BUT I overslept madly (by 3 hours) so there is no reason for them to appear like that!

sianz. I’m super not prepared for tomorrow’s exam. 35% chance of getting an A. SINYI WAKE UP!

the way we rock

This is the Beatles singing “I want to hold your hand’ for our birthday girl, Sandy’s 21st three months ago. We had a great time memorizing the lines in the cab and so GETTING INTO OUR ROLES. hahaha.

(from left to right) I was john lennon,  shi hui-paul mc cartney, cass- ringo& tina of course fits george harrison :)

hahaha. & supergirls, bert had some typo error & called you all ‘my supper girls’. HAHAHAH. I was thinking that title is quite apt for you food lovers too :)

my heart missed a skip

I thought I lost my necklace mum gave for my 21st. I was panicking and searching my notes, my wardrobe, my bagsss and the freaking millions of places where I might have placed it. I didn’t even have a photo of it!

I remember that the lock was quite loose and I decided to not to wear it out of the house. Thankfully, I found it even though I wasted 2 hours. It was then I realized I felt like a little girl -so afraid of losing. (that includes the things I hold  dearly)

I’m such a scaredy cat. hahah.